change

its not easy to take the initiative to change something u are too used to in ur comfort zone. when being forced, u will build a thick wall in front, trying to protect urself, but how long can the wall last? it wont be too long until it falls into pieces, with u. so its important to break the wall urself before life does. the latter one will be even more painful. u can choose actually. two options, to stay in your comfort zone forever and living a below comfort life; or, u can CHANGE, to become better, break your own wall, moving forward. change. yes. especially your mindset, which will then affect your view, and attitude. To change your mindset is not an easy task, since u have get used to it for a long long time. but, if we were to upgrade yourself, we have to change... once u have decided to change then u have to open ur heart, listen to advice, critics and other harsh words. advice is hard to hear and accept but this is a process to make u a more matured, better person. so like it or not, if u wanna leave ur current situation, the only solution is, change your mindset. i am doing it. dun wait for someone to rely on, stand by urself and lead ur life.

emo a bit?

Today a bit down.. hmmmmmm.. cant be so negative for so long so i decided to relieve some here lol =P

This suits my current feeling now.. in order to be better, should we all go thru all these hardship? i wish i could skip them but seems like there is no other better way than to face all these to be stronger. if it is a must, i am lucky to face it when i am still young, i guess i will become more matured then, and stand out as a leader to be able to lead others. thats the goal, i am on the right track, just have to keep moving, follow the flow. I believe, one day, i will shine =D enough sulking then, go to have a rest! tomorrow will be a better day!